Lemonade

I' ve been making lemonade from the lemons in my life. I am running out of sugar though! I can't take much more stuff going wrong, the past two weeks have really been trying. I stopped praying for patience years ago when Madi got sick, so I'm not sure why. I really try to have a positive outlook on everything in life, but today is a downer for me. If someone out there has a voodoo doll with my name on it and pins in it could you please stop? I'm sorry for whatever I did...